Friday, March 14, 2008

The Day before i got my Results

Today was the day. Out of all the 4 months given to savour my last seconds of teenhood,today is the scariest day. Why u may ask, must a grown man like me be afraid? The results that i will be getting tomorrow is the ultimate judge of my one decade in school. The past memories of yesteryears friends, teachers and school subjects bloats my unsuspecting mind which has been rather idle for the past 4 months. Just like an ordinary man, i stumbled upon friendship,love and have sadly
lost a few in the battle.




I survived countless bullets and swords cast upon me,often by my own friends. Throughout these years, the friends whom i thought would aid and sheild me from preying enemies were the ones that had cast the sharpest of all swords.
The betrayal of a friend is far more excruciating and painful than a swearword from an unwelcoming enemy.



I have to say, eventhough i have offered the forgiveness yet my mind still urges me to not forget their betrayal. Why i often ask,shouldnt i forgive my friends? Isnt forgiveness the best gift than can only be given by the bravest soul?



" My silly Yugendra, forget not the fallen scares as these past wounds will not cease to hurt u in future. The best weapon than i can offer u is wisdom and there is,i afraid no better teacher than past mistakes."


"Why,they have uttered the words i wanted to hear,that they should have trusted my integrity since the dawn of the problem".



" Yes, my favourable one, i am the voice in your heart and i was given to u by God. Remember Yugendra, as your age begins to mature and as you grow into new soils, so does your path of life. Tell me my silly Yugendra, can u ever walk without tripping on a smooth path? These bloody wounds and immortal scars shall offer you friction as your feet trot futher .....until the final dawn arrives. Do not forget that only the bravest and kindest shall have the heart to Forgive.

"But beware young boy, offering forgiveness doesnt not require you to forget. "



Thats about it :) THX

2 comments:

Futuristics said...

NICE Blog :)

Anonymous said...

I like your writing style...classic!
Hahaha...hey, why so sedih one?
You got 9A's dude! Rock on!