Love Hurts. So Much.

Well Hello.

If you think about it; love apart from jealousy; is a feeling that travels through time. Cleopatra, Napoleon, Romeo and Juliet, Adam and Eve, real or fictional, these characters suffered because of love.

I was in a heart break as well. Not exactly Love. If you see love as something that travels through gender,likes n dislikes,sexual desires then i guess it was love.

Now that most crap is gone, crap as in the "feelings" i realized the only reason the Love hurt me so much was because i expected something in return

I forgot that Love should only give; expect nothing in return. Not even a reply.
If you expect the exact attention,care or love you gave the person in return, thats not love.
Period.
Thats Obsession.
Thats Attachment.

""It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye."
Anonymous

So yeah this message wont go through directly into your head. and Heart.
You need alot of acceptance, forgiveness and most importantly New Friends. They Help.

"The heart was made to be broken."
Oscar Wilde

Ok hang on there guys, once all this is over....You will become a better person. Make sure, better, with less Ego.

"It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all."
Samuel Butler

"Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart."
Washington Irving

Bye. Poituh Vareh.

India Snaphots: My Favourite Clicks

I am updating after a few light years.


Wise ones know
Update in this Blog
only comes when i have reached the maximum depth of Boredom
the final straw in the hay of Facebook madness

well people;

i went india recently. people kept on asking how was it. i didnt really know how to answer that.
well i have been there for 7 times so i wasnt even excited about going there. It was like tracing back your steps after loosing your underwear at the pool.

Except u r sure to meet a few new people; discover a few hidden places.

Ok this time i was well equipped; with a 12megapixel camera *glee*
sorry i like to show that 12 digit off; despite not knowing half the functions in the camera

ugh. indians.

now see for yourself la....some pics. i cant believe i was bothered to even sign in into my blog.
lol after almost a year. :D

The word "Shiva" written with chalk.

In Chidambaram Temple. "Shiva" is a powerful word in south India.. It Opressed the Vaishnavites, Inspired Nyayanmars, Caused Exaltation in Minds.
Shiva; Anbe Nee.

Thirunallaru.

Saturn’s negative effects can only be reduced in this Water Tank. So power the water, King Nala(thus the name) recovered the Family and Kingdom he lost.

I like the different tones of blue, a random pic you know

Shiva Linggam.

I like the effect of the soft flame. Too bad Parvathy went missing in the dark background.

And the folds in the White Cloth. Wosome.

I liked the Details Given to Her.

The Yellow Silk...The Jasmine Garland. Peace in Chaos. You Rock Maa Durga :)

I wanted a pic which looked caged. lol Hawk Vehicle. Gold colour with mixture of different reflections

Large Nandi. Bull Vehicle. One Pic was with devotee another without. I like this better. I tried to centralize the Bull but i guess this was the best i could.

Holy Basil. Took this while walking out of the Temple. I think the stick made a good contrast dont u think. Althought i hate the empty space in the middle.

Mystifying Sages. A Quiet Night with no one behind. A think the pic turned up too bright :(

Another reason i love my camera. The fact it rarely misses something i always look for.
Details :-)

Another reason to love Phote Editting Softwares. The carving was almost invisible under the hot sun.
Now they are not.




Flowers Galore.

I like the dark strip below the head.

Namam. Hahaha Its Glowing isnt it.

Stupidity at its Hallmark

Hello Hello...
Here i am again, bored, estranged, depressed, and delightfully supressed.
How are you my avid reader, what could have you done to bring yourself into such a depressing blog.
i mean, i dont even understand the concept of blogging. OK, u tell me that its to record your daily events matched with clourful and bright pictures. But how sure are you people in this world are actually interested if not bothered to know( of course a part from your hypocrital friends who pretend to be interested and happy with all your current achievements, if you had any to begin with.)

secondly, if you could answer my question you are probably the guy SEVENTEEN is looking for;
Which came first, lip gloss or lipstick???
If you are a member of the comman-men society, you might "google" it up or search this in WIKIPEDIA. I mean, Google??? Its so blant and tasteless. Monochrome and cliche. I prefer Yahoo for some rather sentimental reasons.

Again, i end my blog without achieving my innitial goal which was to analyse the beautiful and erotic topic of sex and how it has gained populariy despite hushing taboos and gushing religious tornados of our blessed biggot country.

If U Think YOUR life is messed up, READ THIS

Well...hello. The possibilty of some homesapien reading this post is nearing zero. just to update u with myself..i m still alive. Quite healthy, most probably straight( this rather shocking thought coz i havent surfed porn in quite a while)... i mean, the porn stars need to find a way to spice things up. Blow Job...Doggy...ect ect tats all they knw. i mean...the WHOLE INDUSTRY in build in the thought of entertaining sexually challenged and yawning young men. I think they should foster Innovation or face the risk of loosing its audience to American Soap Opera. ALL HAIL HEROES AND PUSHING DAISIES.

Nowdays, i can feel this pitch black mist hovering over my balding head..(not BALD but BALDING) constantly clouding my mind from any positive thoughts, if i had any to begin with.

My Guitar tutor said this is due to raghu bagavan who is apparently the Lord of the Failed Plans and Abusive thoughts. It seems all the planets/grahams are starting a new club. "Lets make yugendra the biggest loser in the southern hemisphere,and beyond" is Lord Buthan or Mercury's choice, Shani being the rude sarcastic one decided to name the club "Yugendra: The Arse Fucking Idiot who is STILL a Virgin" I mean... i have to agree with both of them. A Good choice of words Saturn,keep up the good work.

I love to write but it seems the disease that often plagues writers....fondly known as a "Writer's Block" decided to "suffocate" me from the start.

Bla Bla Bla bla....tats all i m hearing myself say now. I have this impeccable tendency to talk crap to myself and pull down my optimism...like a gay man doing doggy-style with his over weight wife. I dont knw how this gay man is related to story but thats how i feel now. NOT GAY, but Out of place. Dispropotionate. Unworthy. Virgin.

Doggy-style-----------Virgin? how are they related?? Narayanaaaaaa....where are u when i need u??

Well, dont ask me....ask the guy inside my head talking now.

i named the "guy" Galileo...he is actually a nice guy. He lives in my head. He likes green tea. He doesnt eat much and likes to talk with a posh english accent. Gopal is my new friend. Imaginative BUT insightful. WEIRD but worthy.

Say Hello Galileo.......

=.=

i m so gonna end up in an asylum.

Jerusalem: Conclusion

Dear Readers, read this Jerusalem BOTTOM UP.
Due to a Minor mistake, i have mixed them up. I m truly sorry for the in convenience :(

The stars are out now as the Veil of Night slowly unfolds upon the skies of the Holy Land. The pearls of the sky have not reached their full glory as the crimson stain of the slowly fading sun is still viible in the western end. Deep crisp air blows like a mystical madrigal, flowing through the rustic winding pavements, mixing together with the city's ancient air. Groups of women, cladded in fairly thick clothes hustle silently to their respective houses of worship. The poorly lit streets seem to be well alive at night, whispering untold stories of unsung heroes, undefined and unbearable to ears of the unworthy. The Maghrib azan has now commenced.Flocks of doves flap their wings as they fly across the sapphire sky, hushing the people of Jerusalem so that the clarity of the azan will not be blemished. It seems after all the gruesome murder and political unrest stretching across more than five centuries, Jerusalem has never lost its unshaken glory as the Promised land

PaRT 3: The FootPrints of Crusade

Millions of people have been slain WITHOUT A SINGLE DROP OF MERCY and countless attacks to capture this land could never meet or match the damages done by the Crusade. Derived from the Latin word "crux" or cross, this was a war against the Turkish control which spanned over five hundred years with nine military expeditions. Namely the Peasant's Crusade, The Crusade of Princes and last, which is probably the most tragic one, The Children's Crusade that was led by a young visionary who claimed if the expedition was fought by children and the poor, God will be on their side. Ironically, many died even before reaching the Hold Land and of course, they lost battle ending the control of the Christians over the western region. This war campaign was catalysed by the ulcerous greed and ugly manipulation by the papal authorities.

The Holy Bible has mentioned this land in its pages for over 600 times, probably due to the immense importance it holds as the place Jesus Christ was crucified and later resurrected. Church of the Holy Sepulchre is a structure that has been built to remind the future generation that veneration and reverence is a must in the place. The church was built by the Helena, the mother of Constantine, in 330 A.D. in order to commemorate the traditional site of Christ's crucifixion and burial.

The Sepulchre or "tomb" was ironically was built by a wealthy Jew Joseph of Arimathea as his final resting place. Little did he know, the tomb would "temporarily" accommodate one of the greatest icon of the millennium. Even the steps of Christ as he carried the cross has been immortalized and Christians from all over the earth to retrace the steps taken which is known as Vio Dolorosa or the "Way of Sorrow". The churchwas said to be a colossal and the most grandiose church ever to grace the earth at that time. Queen was actually persuaded by the Jerusalem patriarch, Bishop Macarius during the ecumenical council to take the Christians in Jerusalem under her wings a year earlier.

However the dark and gloomy sanctuary we see now today is the remainder of the original structure which was repeatedly ravaged and repaired over the next 400 years, initiated by the Persians on 614. It never reclaimed or returned to its former unshaken legacy. The Crusaders however resolved this unending turmoil by uniting all the smaller chapels and shrines under one roof though in a less elaborate manner which too 50 years to complete.

PaRT 3: The Wailing Wall

As we flip a few chapters back into history, this city once was ruled by a man with the name Sulaiman the Magnificent. It is believed he travelled past the quarters of the underprivileged citizens one day and realised a woman of no royal eloquance, with one strong jerk forced out all the rubbish she had brought upon a upon a wall. The Sultan asked with a stern authorative tone " Why do u come so far to dispose your rubbish?". "Oh the Magnificent one, it is a common practice to throw our rubbish on this wall it is said was once a Jewish structure and we shall be blessed with a place in heaven". Curious, the sultan ask his men to clear the piles of rubbish and discovered the Western Wall of the Second Temple. He was determined to bring peace to his land and was said to have bathed the slightly blemished wall with rose water. And till today,ironically with the help of a Muslim, the Jew now at least have a spot to mourn and "wail" the vanished Temple.

Jewish sages state that anyone who prays in the Temple of Jerussalam "it is as if he has prayed before the throne of glory because the gate of heaven is situated there and it is open to hear prayer". This single piece of wall which stands over 50m is the only know remant from the Second Temple conscreted by King David thus thus stands next to the Temple Mount in its importance to the Jewish community.

The Western Wall (Hebrew: HaKotel HaMa'aravi), or simply The Kotel, is a retaining wall in Jerusalem that dates from the time of the Jewish Second Temple (516 BCE - 70 CE). The Western Wall is part of the bigger religious site in the Old City of Jerusalem called Har ha-Bayit (the Temple Mount) to Jews and Christians, or Al-Haram al-Qudsi al-Sharif (the Noble Sanctuary) to Muslims. Portions of the wall date to Herodian times, some even a bit earlier. It enclosed a platform for the temple which was approximately 35-40 acres in size--the largest platform for a single religious building in the world The Western Wall is revered for its proximity to the sacred Holy of Holies on the Temple Mount, which is the Most Holy Place in Judaism.